Current mood:	excited
Current music:	As always...metal

Monday...*sulks*
God I hate Mondays. Don't you? As always we were swamped at first when we opened at 9 this morning but it's kinda slowed down a bit. Yay, I finally get time to breathe not to mention sit down.

Four more days til Travis comes down. Geez...seems like the time really flew by. I'm still not sure what to think. I know that I'm nervous and I shouldn't be, but I am. It's been two freaking years for God's sake. How the hell am I supposed to act? What am I supposed to say? This is all so confusing but at the same time it's really exciting. I think he's trying to kill me though. He grew his hair out. Jesus that's gonna freak the hell out of me. I used to not be the long hair type but I think some things have changed since he and I dated. Long black hair past his shoulders? Take a deep breath, Kura, and don't even think about it. Just let it go. But I haven't seen it yet. Oh boy...I'm in trouble. No, no I'm not. Everything will be just fine. He'll come down, meet Greg, stay in my house and we'll all have a great time. I seriously can't wait to get him in New Orleans. He's gonna have the time of his life (I hope...)

I'm still not sure all this has sunk in yet. If it hasn't, it's gonna blindside me Friday night when he gets into town. Who's idea was this anyway? Oh wait...it was mine. *smacks forehead* Am I regretting asking him to come down? No, not exactly. Do I want to tell him to stay in Ohio and cancel the whole thing? No, don't want that. Do I want him staying in my house, the house I currently live in with my husband? Yeah, but it'll sure be weird. All in all, this is going to take some getting used to.

I have plenty of plans for him even though Greg's mother thinks those plans involve sleeping with him (*seethe*) and I can promise you that's not one of the things on my to-do list. There's so much I want to show him so he can finally experience Louisiana at it's finest. I just don't know if I can fit it all into a five day time period. Well, that settles it, he's just going to have to come back. Whoa...wait a minute. He hasn't even come down yet and already I'm planning for a second visit? How can I be so sure I'll survive the first? Because he's Travis, that's why. Even if he still has a thing for me I know he'll be on his best behavior. If he doesn't behave then he knows I'll send him right back to Ohio and there won't be a second visit period. Kinda harsh, but that's how it's gotta be. I've been firm from the start on the point that nothing can threaten my relationship with Greg and Travis knows that.

Still not sure what Ellie thinks of all this. I know Travis has told me over and over that everything's fine, but I have my doubts. I'm sorry to say it but I do. Maybe I always will. Another thing I don't know. Big surprise huh? This weekend should prove to be _very_ interesting. Details at a later date.