Kura's Journal

Subject:	What the dell?!
Time:	5:25 pm.
Mood:	disappointed.
Music:	One Last Breath - Creed.

I've seriously missed something here...

One minute I'm sitting in the park with Bob and AndrAIa, then all of a sudden Bob says 'Oh, by the way...I'm going out to a movie tonight with Dot.'

I never thought I'd be the type of person to react in totally stupid ways, but my jaw hit the ground it seems like.

AndrAIa was all happy telling him that she hoped it went well and telling him that bringing Dot some flowers would be a good idea.

Don't get me wrong, I like AndrAIa, I really do...but I swear I could've smacked her for that. She turned to me and said 'Isn't this great, Kura?' but she must've noticed the sad look on my face because she didn't say anything else.

Well, for appearances sake, I put on a little smile for Bob and said, 'yeah, it's great. I hope it goes well.'

I think it was then he realized that he shouldn't have said it in front of me.

I quickly made up some excuse about having to go see Phong for yet another scan because he's always been curious about what 'makes me tick' so to speak. They knew I was just trying to get away, but I really don't care.

*sigh* Once again, feeling this way about Bob is totally pointless and once again, it's been proven. I keep telling myself I'm happy if he's happy, but it's stupid to say that when he's happy with someone else instead of with me like I want him to be. Why did that ascii Megabyte have to create me anyway? What the dell was the point? So I could process and deal with unrequited love? That miserable son of a null.

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